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Random thought #31

Posted in Random thoughts by daianara on July 12, 2009

Hangover_Hotel_by_sharksinthesalsa

When your addiction in within hands reach, and you don’t give in, even though you want to, even though you think about it daily…are you strong? Are you better?

The pic has a very fitting name,  Hangover Hotel.

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  1. devland said, on July 13, 2009 at 3:38 pm

    Neither.
    It depends on whether you need chemical substances in order to feel good, or not.
    Unii oameni sunt predispusi genetic catre dependenta de anumite substante.
    [Personal, consider femeile care fumeaza dezgustatoare. La fel pot spune si despre cele care poarta unghii lungi.]

    on-topic: I prefer to be addicted to certain people. One at a time. :)

    • daianara said, on July 13, 2009 at 4:51 pm

      I hate being addicted to people because they’re the ones that leave the easiest and they’re the hardest to replace. As opposed to drugs, alcohol, cigarettes of which you can always find more. I hate being addicted in general and admit that perhaps I am and that I’m well aware I shouldn’t be.
      Long nails? :lol:

  2. fiicabucurestiului said, on July 14, 2009 at 9:35 pm

    addiction it’s just weakness of the mind. we all have it.

  3. omu' de la colt said, on July 16, 2009 at 6:03 am

    how can your addiction be within hands reach ?

    • daianara said, on July 16, 2009 at 9:23 am

      Well, it’s very easy. To buy smokes/a drink one only has to go down stairs. To stay on-line one just has to open the computer. To talk to a person one just has to open a messenger window/place a call. Simple enough things, in hands reach but with not so great effects.

      • devland said, on July 16, 2009 at 8:45 pm

        Vrei sa spui ca esti almost addicted to yahoo messenger? :lol:

  4. fiicabucurestiului said, on July 16, 2009 at 11:03 pm

    it’s annoying to our selves, but we are dominated by egos – just say my ego made me do it. :)

  5. daianara said, on July 17, 2009 at 9:23 am

    @dev Era un exemplu alaturi de multe altele, jeeesh. Nu-s dependenta nici de bautura, nici de tigari, nici de mess. Chiar il folosesc foarte putin in ultima vreme. Sunt/am fost dependenta de anumite persoane. And they went away and I was left standing. Atata tot.
    @fiicabucurestiului That’s a very good point actually. *puts into practice
    PS: Intr-o saptamana il vad pe Trent!!!

  6. Xelomon said, on July 17, 2009 at 11:35 pm

    Wanna know what I think? I think you should give in to temptation. But it’s not a temptation, it’s an addiction. Do you want to get rid of it? Why? ‘Cause you can’t stand being dependent on something? On someone? It’s hard to accept to addiction and even harder to let it go.
    I say take the abover suggested advice: my ego made me do it :)

    • daianara said, on July 18, 2009 at 8:18 am

      Hehe Xelo, you know what the problem is? That I did give in. About 5 or 6 times. And I was brushed off every single time. And I was also replaced. So I know what happens if I do give in and go back. And it’s too fucking painful and my ego, that is trying to make me do it, also won’t let me. So I’m just left craving.

  7. omu' de la colt said, on July 18, 2009 at 7:07 pm

    but … if it’s already an addiction … doesn’t that mean that you already gave in ?

    • daianara said, on July 18, 2009 at 7:26 pm

      Well, yes. Past tense. I did. And I want to do it again but because I know it’s bad and how it/I will end up because of it, I’m trying to fight it. Hence the original question.

  8. bloggerulcici said, on July 24, 2009 at 3:29 pm

    You’re just a pussy.

  9. daianara said, on July 24, 2009 at 3:55 pm

    Da I’m the first to admit it. :lol:

  10. daianara said, on August 5, 2009 at 4:51 pm

    Well, I stepped on a few things. Feelings, fear, ego. I broke the circle and I broke the silence. And I didn’t die. And I wasn’t crucified. Instead it was good. There were long conversations and laughing. And a bit of sharing. Some room for growing. Which I intend to do. Hopefully not alone. But it’s nice to see that if you reach out to someone, sooner or later they reach back at you.
    So Xelo, my ego made me do it and it was good. :D

  11. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 10:35 am

    What about when you addiction is about 300 miles away, and you also broke her heart? But you realise you really love her. What do you do?

  12. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 10:36 am

    *your addiction

  13. daianara said, on August 12, 2009 at 11:58 am

    You feel like crap for half a year and try to move on. And if you’re really skilled, keep her as a friend. Or you move, or she moves. Oricum, oricat ai vrea, mancarea reincalzita nu va avea niciodata acelasi gust. Sorry…

  14. xelomon said, on August 12, 2009 at 12:45 pm

    daca-i pui niste delikat si cimbru (adica pui alte condimente si schimbi gustul), s-ar putea sa iasa mai bine. dar evident nu va fi ceea ce a fost. deci merge numai daca vrei ceva cu aceeasi persoana si esti constient ca acel ceva va fi destul de nou pentru amandoi.

  15. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 12:52 pm

    Bottom line…should I let her go or should I fight for her?

  16. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 1:03 pm

    Voi sunteti femei, stiti cum ati reactiona daca ati pati asta cu un tip…

  17. daianara said, on August 12, 2009 at 1:05 pm

    Well, mie una mi-ar parea rau daca as sti ca n-am facut tot ce-am putut intr-o relatie.
    @ Xelo Nou e eufemism pentru ciudat? :P

  18. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 1:16 pm

    Ai citi un mail lung? :D

  19. bloggerulcici said, on August 12, 2009 at 1:43 pm

    Done.

  20. xelomon said, on August 12, 2009 at 1:45 pm

    Ma, depinde de la caz la caz. Io am acceptat sa transform mancarea de 2 ori, ’cause he was my addiction back then. E drept ca s-a terminat de tot mancarea, intre timp.
    Da’ daca ti se taie asa inima, de ce sa nu incerci? vorba Daianarei, sa nu-ti para rau ca n-ai facut tot ce puteai face…

    @Daianara: nou as in new, strange, weird, changed :)

  21. bloggerulcici said, on August 13, 2009 at 12:04 pm

    Spuneti-mi un gest romantic! :D O idee!

    • daianara said, on August 13, 2009 at 6:14 pm

      You’re shit out of luck there, friend. Am romantismul unei caramizi. Poate stie Xelo. :)

  22. xelomon said, on August 14, 2009 at 1:05 pm

    a. lot. of. flowers. nu 1, nu 3.
    mai ales daca e in alta tara. poti sa-i comanzi pe net. cauti o firma din orasul ei si ii pui sa trimita florile cand e acasa.
    sau orice altceva, daca nu flori.

  23. bloggerulcici said, on August 16, 2009 at 6:25 pm

    Multumesc pt. sugestii. N-a fost sa fie, am incercat tot ce am putut.

    Pacat…mare pacat…

  24. bloggerulcici said, on August 17, 2009 at 9:29 am

    Mda…I just gotta find some reasons to move on…

  25. thcgirl77 said, on August 25, 2009 at 9:43 am

    sounds impossible to me to be within hands reach from your addiction and not give in. i don`t buy it.

    • daianara said, on August 25, 2009 at 6:19 pm

      Depinde cine-i mai tare, orgoliul/mandria sau pofta. But yeah, it is excruciating.


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